{"id":23753,"date":"2024-12-17T23:09:24","date_gmt":"2024-12-17T23:09:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/?p=23753"},"modified":"2024-12-17T23:09:50","modified_gmt":"2024-12-17T23:09:50","slug":"the-life-and-testimony-of-martha-mason","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/2024\/12\/the-life-and-testimony-of-martha-mason\/","title":{"rendered":"The Life And Testimony Of Martha Mason"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Gospel Standard 1870:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Death. At Yoxford, Suffolk, on April 13th, 1869, aged 18, Martha Mason.<\/p>\n<p>After my daughter&#8217;s death, I found the following, written by her:<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>\u201cI will remember all the way the Lord hath led me. I was born in 1830, at Harleston, Norfolk, of God-fearing parents. My father was a Baptist minister. When I was about three weeks old my parents came to reside at Yoxford, in Suffolk. I, like all others, went from the womb speaking lies, being of a passionate, wayward temper. At the age of nine I lost my beloved father, who for six years preached at Sudbourne, near Orford, Suffolk. He was the instrument in the Lord&#8217;s hands of raising the cause of truth in that place. Through much persecution it prospered and grew. When it was first formed into a church it consisted of four women; now it numbers 40 members.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen I was ten years of age, whilst staying at Sudbourne, Mr. B., of Tunstill, preached from Matt. 2:11-13; and the power of God accompanied that sermon to my soul. I felt I had no wedding garment on, and I felt condemned. These convictions never left me, but would return at times with such force that I would promise to be better.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen at the age of 14, I visited Sudbourne again. While they were singing these lines:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Prone to leave the God I love,&#8221; &amp;c.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was so overcome with a sight of my sins that I buried my face in my hands and wept. But after I got home I again joined my ungodly companions. This was to drown my thoughts, but I could not always do it, though I was kept from running into open sin.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIn July, 1866, I was again under deep concern for my soul. About this time one of my young companions died. I thought, as I heard the bell toll, \u201cHow hard it is to die so young! What a cruel God is ours! I do not wonder she did not want to die. I would not have died.&#8221; Then immediately a voice like thunder sounded in my ears. Never shall I forget it: \u201cWho art thou that thou shouldst lift thy puny arms of rebellion against God? Knowest thou not he could crush thee in a moment?&#8221; My soul sank within me. The terrors of hell gat hold upon me. O that horrible darkness! I could not pray; I felt I was lost, until one day I cried unto the Lord, &#8220;Help me, O Lord, me!&#8221; O the agony I endured! Satan told me it was no use for me to pray, for only the elect are saved; and when I tried to pray my mouth was filled with such blasphemous thoughts, oaths, and cursings that I had to put something in my mouth to keep them in; but Satan said, &#8220;You have it inside, and that is as bad as letting it out,&#8221; such language as I never heard uttered. I was greatly tempted to believe there was no God; but I could not, for I felt then in my inmost soul there was a God. Sometimes I wished there was none; for I felt the sword of justice over my guilty head, unsheathed and raised, just ready to cut me down. I kept on crying and sighing more and more earnestly; for I now felt I could do nothing, and if Jesus did not save me I should be lost, for ever lost.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut how true it is, &#8220;Man&#8217;s extremity is God&#8217;s opportunity.\u201d At length God heard my cry. He heard and instantly sent salvation. Yes, blessed be his holy name, he sent these words home with life-giving power: &#8220;I am the Lord, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed. Fear not, I am thy God. I will help thee.&#8221; The weight of sorrow was gone. The Lord turned my mourning into gladness; my sorrow into joy. Now I could sing, &#8220;What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits to me, a guilty, hell-deserving sinner?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut these joys did not last long. My fears returned. Satan said, &#8220;You will never be saved; you are not one of the elect.&#8221; What with my own evil heart and that cursed thing unbelief, I felt almost in despair. I envied a cat or a dog. My soul chose strangling, and death rather than life. I went to hear an Independent minister; but, alas! I got no comfort, for I could not do what they told me. I tried all the chapels in the place; but could not find what I wanted. I returned home and asked the Lord to show me; when he again broke the snare. These words came into my mind with power: &#8220;Whosoever shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father,&#8221; &amp;c. (Matt. 10:32, 33.) O! I felt a desire to walk in his most holy ways; and as I was alone with God and my Bible, pleading the blood of Jesus, he spoke to me in a still small voice: &#8220;I have loved thee with an everlasting love; therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.&#8221; O, the joy of my heart! I felt Jesus was mine; he died for me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIn March, 1867, the Lord laid his afflicting hand on me and one of my sisters. For three months I was confined to my home; but in June I went to my sister&#8217;s at Aldborough. Here the Lord interposed on my behalf. Dear mother, the Sunday morning I received your letter Satan told me I should not be able to tell the church what the Lord had done for my soul; but, blessed be his holy name, he has been better to me than all my doubts and fears. This passage upheld me greatly: &#8220;Fear not, for I am with thee; be not dismayed, I am thy God.&#8221;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>My child wrote no more.<\/p>\n<p>In justice to her memory, I must say I never found one so zealous for the truth of God from the time she joined the church. For a whole twelvemonth she walked twelve miles once a month to be at the ordinance. I remember one Saturday it was wet, but in the afternoon it was fine. I tried to persuade her not to go, as the roads were bad. She looked at me, and said, &#8220;Mother, I must go.&#8221; But when the Lord laid his afflicting hand upon her she was quite resigned. Her peace, she sometimes said, flowed like a river. Satan was permitted to trouble her only once, and that for only a short time. She was confined to her bed for six weeks; and O it was happiness to be with her. I felt it to be a paradise. She said to me, \u201cMother, are you low in your mind?&#8221; &#8220;Not very,&#8221; I replied. She said immediately, &#8220;I am full of glory.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>On the Sunday before her death, she said to her sister, &#8220;I am so happy, so very, very happy.\u201d Her sister remarked, &#8220;Then you find Christ precious?&#8221; &#8220;Yes,&#8221; she said, &#8220;very precious.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>A few minutes before she died, she seemed pleased her end was so near, and exclaimed, &#8220;Mother, my feet are dead.&#8221; I said, &#8220;Is the valley dark, dear?&#8221; &#8220;No; all light.&#8221; An aged sister came from Sudbourne in time to see her, one of the females her dear father baptized.<\/p>\n<p>My dear girl chose for her funeral text Ps. 73:24.<\/p>\n<p>M.<\/p>\n<div class=\"simplefavorite-button\" data-postid=\"23753\" data-siteid=\"1\" data-groupid=\"1\" data-favoritecount=\"0\" style=\"box-shadow:none;-webkit-box-shadow:none;-moz-box-shadow:none;\"><div class=\"bookmark-off\"><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cI will remember all the way the Lord hath led me. I was born in 1830, at Harleston, Norfolk, of God-fearing parents. My father was a Baptist minister. When I was about three weeks old my parents came to reside at Yoxford, in Suffolk. I, like all others, went from the womb speaking lies, being of a passionate, wayward temper. At the age of nine I lost my beloved father, who for six years preached at Sudbourne, near Orford, Suffolk. He was the instrument in the Lord&#8217;s hands of raising the cause of truth in that place. Through much persecution it prospered and grew. When it was first formed into a church it consisted of four women; now it numbers 40 members.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen I was ten years of age, whilst staying at Sudbourne, Mr. B., of Tunstill, preached from Matt. 2:11-13; and the power of God accompanied that sermon to my soul. I felt I had no wedding garment on, and I felt condemned. These convictions never left me, but would return at times with such force that I would promise to be better.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":521,"featured_media":23752,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_vp_format_video_url":"","_vp_image_focal_point":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[1769],"tags":[1232],"class_list":["post-23753","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-martha-mason","tag-baptist-history"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23753","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/521"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=23753"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23753\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23754,"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23753\/revisions\/23754"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/23752"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=23753"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=23753"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.baptists.net\/history\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=23753"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}